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[Friday, Jul 22nd, 2011|04:59 pm] |
Hey journal, blowing some dusts off here. Life has been pretty good so far. School has started again...after only 2 weeks of holiday. I don't have any issues with the short holidays.. just wanna complete my studies as soon as possible. Went for a few job interviews and got offered by two of the prestigious companies, yet I had to reject them 'cause the study leaves are so short. What a pity, but I'm sure doors will be opened somehow, at the right time, at the right place, in future.
I really thank God for every opportunity. These days, I have been praying and asking God to show me and guide me through every single decisions that I'm gonna make or will make. After all, every step of the future is based on the choice I make today.. I really wanna be sure that I'm doing this right.
Feel like going for a holiday. Aaron and his family might be going either to Europe or the US in the November...which is also my study-for-december-exam period.. Gosh :(
Should I switch blogs? |
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[Wednesday, Apr 27th, 2011|11:30 pm] |
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
Though there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fears and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile |
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[Wednesday, Apr 20th, 2011|11:51 pm] |
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Just spent the past one hour reading my old posts from the archive. Realised that I used to blog so frequently.. and now, I just post one or two entries with youtube musics. I kinda enjoy reading what the past me and what I went through from 2007 on. I do have another super historic blog before this which dated all the way back from 2003. I don't think I'd ever delete them. Nice to 'refresh' the memory once a while. :)
Lately, my family has been asking me to register for a flat together with Aaron, so that we may secure a home in future once we get married. To be honest, I really appreciate their concern and thoughtfulness towards our future, and how that they are so supportive of us. I'm glad that they do really like Aaron a lot. However, since the both of us are still currently pursuing our degree and professional cert, we decided to wait till for a stable full time job with a proper income before we give it a try to a home called our own.
This relationship with him is coming to the 4th Year in just 15 minutes.. I cannot express how loved and incredibly blessed I am. I wouldn't say that it is perfect. We had our share of joy and tears and quarrels and all that.. but I am quite certain to say that I'll never trade anything for these 4 years.. and of course, for the many many many years to come. Apart from being my boyfriend/lover, we are really the best of friends.. I love how we can talk about anything on everything to each other, how optimistic and encouraging he always is to me. He has probably more faith in me than I have in myself.
It's only been April yet it already feels like June. And in these 4 months alone, some heartbreaking issues happened; the disaster in Japan and the passing away of friends' loved ones. When I visited the wake of a friend's mum, my heart was so heavy that I couldn't held back the tears. Wish I could do something or anything to help. I can only pray that my friend and her family will be strong and tide through this season together. |
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[Wednesday, Apr 13th, 2011|05:00 pm] |
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***Random***
I spent so much...
on these:
- Bought a keyboard cover for my macbook.
- Stock up next 5 months' supply of contact lens.
- Registered and paid for my exams in June.
- Topped up $50 to my ezlink value.
Gotta start mugging for my June's papers. ohhhhhh here we go again!
And finally, got a driving license in March. Having that card in my wallet sure feels good. That's a skill for life.
Oh yes, been swimming every week for a month now. Exercise exercise...
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[Monday, Mar 21st, 2011|10:29 am] |
just downloaded some of his original songs onto my ipod. yay to awesome acoustic music and sound like these. youtube is amazing. haha.
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[Saturday, Jan 8th, 2011|11:12 pm] |
2010 has taught me to be a better person. So much had happened within that one year itself. It taught me to love, to appreciate, to persevere, to learn and in the midst of all, to be humble. It showed me the importance of having faith, family and friends.
Like, they always say, as cliche as it sounds, 2011 will be a better year than the year before. And I believe that it's gonna be. :) |
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| ahhh feel like cra...... |
[Thursday, Oct 21st, 2010|12:23 am] |
back from The Players. it's nice to just let go awhile and chillax in a bar with good music by my friend and her gig. i always have enjoyed live music. but now, this feeling is sinking back in again. so need to get this heaviness off my chest. today's so not the best day. i just couldn't absorb whatever that was infront of me, the books, the formulas and calculations. i felt like pulling the strands of my hair.
ever seen anyone who is always angry about everything, at anything, with everyone? today i just felt like i'm someone like that, but decided to push it aside because i just didn't wanna inflict my unhappiness on other people, and i dislike it myself when people does so. so much is going through my mind.. i just feel kinda being taken advantage of.
i need to stop thinking for once.
tomorrow shall be a better day. looking forward to meeting aaron in the evening. miss him so much. wish he's here for a hug.
sigh.
WWJD.
the weary and heavy laden me, He will give me rest. |
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[Friday, Oct 15th, 2010|12:31 am] |
woke up with this little bubble of joy within this morning. day turned out to be very simple but i was happy.
hey i'm an easy person to please. had some good laughs with the classmates while we were revising through the lecture notes, and then a short meet up with my man to hunt for his g-shock watch, which apparently and sadly for him, was sold out everywhere. yeah, i enjoyed my day.
it's already past midnight and i should be in my bed by now.. at the back of this tab, i'm playing covers from victor kim. man, honestly, i enjoy his covers more than david choi's, but david choi is just as awesome.
a good friend just told me that i'm a strong-gentle girl, like God's love, strong and gentle. i feel honored to be described like that. haha. thank you iriseleora.
:) another new vid. chillax.
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[Sunday, Oct 3rd, 2010|11:43 pm] |
supposed to be studying this weekend but ding dang dong, apparently plan failed. anyhow, it's been a long week of self-revision for my classmates and i, and honestly speaking, all of it had me feeling rather fruitless. wish that my brain has this enormous capacity to store every single informations, formulas, formats, topics that i have studied, or..well... just wish i am smarter.
oh well, one of my friend once said this, "your future is determined by the decisions you make today." choose wisely, chewie.
hmmm i miss spending quality time with my man. just him and me, one on one. no friends, no crowds, no nothing. just heart to heart talks and cuddles. it's been a while. we've been around with people too much, all the time.
been thinking about some friends lately. keeping to your word is so important. it's hard to trust a friendship when words don't hold by themselves anymore. when you say you'll be there, be it for a friend, for an event, stick to your word. though saying these, i do feel guilty myself for not being a loyal friend towards some whom i really care. this week, my eyes are kinda opened.. friendships might just fumble because words turned so casual and shallow.
and i really feel apologetic to the people that i have said 'hey let's catch up soon' but never did, even if i tried making that effort..but still, i missed it. to my poly friends, to some of my good friends in secondary school, like peiyu, yarui, lynn.. and maybe also to my family. the saddest part is when a close friend gradually become a mere acquaintance, and things just kinda get a little awkward when you try to 'catch up' when you bump to each other.
we all learned, and are learning.
kinda wonder if anyone still read this space. feel like switching to somewhere else more personal and private. hmmmm. |
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[Tuesday, Sep 28th, 2010|12:37 am] |
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been watching a lot of youtube videos, studying, dancing, dating, loving, catching up.
and just today, i caught the movie, Devil together with my acca classmates. i really thank God to have known them, and have them to always push and remind and motivate me to study! hah, initially i was still thinking if i was gonna just go through the whole course of acca all alone, since most of my poly mates (accounting) have taken the part time course instead of full time, but well, God is good.
oh yea, where was i... the Devil show was awesome, it is kinda biblical.. how these people trapped in the lift had committed offences in some point of their lives, and the devil took them away, except for this one guy when at the last part, confessed about what he did 5 years ago. i love the plot of the movie, the doubt in the middle of it, and the ending twist. the power of confession. the power of forgiveness. the devil could not take him away because he confessed and was forgiven. :)
hmm, i thank God that i have God, that i found Him. does this even make sense? haha. i feel i need to re-adjust my life, and set my priorities again, that He should always take the first in my heart, that very person whose love is wider than anyone else's. anyone.
just some random ramblings and thoughts.
time now is 1245am. hunger pang just strikes me again. gosh.
am totally in love with Bruno Mars - Just the way you are. |
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